After
a six-month absence, I’m back in the Twin Cities. Even in that short period of
time, more changes have crept into my old hometown and its surroundings.
Nothing seems to stay the same anymore; ever. As that old worn cliché goes: ‘The
only constant here and elsewhere seems to be change.’ As a veteran of the ages,
it can be a sometimes sober and intimidating thing to ponder as the decades
roll by.
Once
again, I’m reminded that it’s not my world anymore. That world of years gone by
has evolved, marched ahead and stumbled backwards, recognized past sins and
repeated the favorite ones again and again. A re-clothing of past blogs on this
subject matter highlighted my own awareness of these changes creeping into my
life.
The
impressionable clay that was to become my life formed over three decades; the
forties, the fifties and the sixties. After 1971, my life took on more semblances
of structure and order. I became less aware of the changes swirling around me
since I was running the rapids of jobs, kids, changing careers and evolving
lifestyles. My focus on the ever-present usurped any awareness of my past life
that was slowly slipping away. Changes were going on all around me whether I
was aware of it or not…usually not.
Over
the past sixty years, just about every neighborhood and building that was a part
of my past life has disappeared. I talked about these phenomena in another blog
last year. It just pricked my consciousness again recently when I read about
the changes to the neighborhoods of Haight Ashbury, Greenwich Village, and the
Presidio of San Francisco.
Those
places now only exist in old black and white photos, color slides, documentaries,
and textbook illustrations. Most of the physical evidence that were those
places has been altered, adjusted, remodeled and removed. In short, just about
every landmark that I encountered growing up in the Twin Cities now ceases to
exist. I’m guessing it’s not just me but most of us from my generation have
experienced the same thing.
Urban
evolution and development has erased any and all vestiges of those times past.
It’s almost as if they never existed in the first place. You can call it
progress but a part of my history (and thus my memories) disappeared in the
dust and rubble of those buildings footprint.
West
Seventh Street meant eight years riding a city bus to grade school in downtown
St. Paul. Now old Fort Road is slowly being gentrified and its old landmarks
are taking on a new meaning. Keg and Case (food court and mall) has morphed out
of the old Schmitt Brewery.
KTCA,
the old public television station on Como Avenue, moved downtown. The Neumann
Center moved off campus and the West Bank has changed colors and flavors since
I hung out there in my pseudo-hippie years. My favorite bar of years past is
now an off-site treatment center.
The
Minnesota Department of Health tore down its old building on campus and moved
off campus years ago. My hippie hangout in Dinky Town has been replaced with
student apartments and a ‘tiny Target.’
MCPB,
Maryland Public Television, has evolved over time and now my timeframe there is
considered their ‘Camelot years.’
Each
new generation has created, found, and/or changed any semblance of what used to
be. My old hangouts, dens of iniquity, lodging, lovemaking, entertainment, and
employment are but dust in that memory bank called my past life.
These
changes go far beyond old buildings and neighborhoods. When I was pondering my
future and what I wanted to do when I grew up, advertising seemed romantic,
exciting and a place where I could write to my heart’s content. I never made
the grade and now when I go back over my collection of ‘Mad Men’ videos, I
shudder at the thought of me among those wolves, drunks and womanizers. Talk
about a lamb going to slaughter.
If
you think about it, the areas in which major development has changed the face,
structure, and organic workings of a discipline are truly remarkable. Those
disciplines include but are not limited to:
Advertising
Marketing
Design-build
Architecture
Technology
Computer
technology
Careers
– longevity of any of them
Education
Food
processing
Manufacturing
Medicine
Transportation
Publishing
Music
industry
Immigration
Retirement
It’s
a whole new world out there, Mr. Jones.
Now
when my grandchildren ask me about the fabulous fifties, the turbulent sixties,
the seventies and beyond, I can only smile. It’s all there (or some of it) in
my mind. But I don’t have any landmarks we can visit together. There are only
old photos, sketchy memories and true embellishments that only a Papa can spin
to the delight of eager and receptive young ears.
It
was the best of times and…it had a few lumps too.
But
the basic rules of life still apply and the fundamentals haven’t changed. When
they get older, each of my grandchildren will have their own ‘old place’ to
fill their collective memory banks. They’ll be able to regale their own
children with tall tales and (some) true about what it was to grow up ‘back in
the day.’
I
love it.
1 comment:
Denis - An insightful outlook on the past and what the future holds for the younger ones of our lives. I love your blogs.
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